Hello, my name is Jeff chew.
This is a place for me to express my opinions, share stuffs so on, whether you like it or not.
i do not seek for support or attention whatsoever.

*19 yo, NYP student
*Ordinary person with a tendency of being unusually quiet
*Straightforward.
*Introverted.
*Temperamental at times
*Loyal fan of Manchester United.
*Pet lover.
*Random




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Back.
Its been more than half a year since I last blogged.
And if you're wondering what I've been up to, currently I am doing my FYP Final Year Project now, which means mon-fri I will be cooped in the computer lab 8-6, staring at the screen, typing and searching for information in regards to my project topic until Mid Aug.

What a great life I had there.
As if that wasn't enough, I'm grouped with a guy with high expectations of the project and yet he seem unwilling to get along at the moment.

At first I thought he is a geniunely nice and helpful guy, during the first few weeks he even gave me the javascript notes in which I studied some of it. He also shared with me some of his past and experiences. However, one thing that I noticed is that he seem to talk to me in a very strict manner compared to others, and he also gave me the wary look at times.

And up until recently, he's starting to behave like as if I've done something wrong to him or pissed him off.
At one point, he slammed the door and shove the chair when he saw me, like a hot-headed hooligan who's trying to prove the world that he is tough and unstoppable. Trying to send a loud and clear message huh?

Surprisingly when I ask what exactly angers him, he replied that he thought the same thing about me.

Personally, I don't recall being mad at him, or offended him anything. But somehow, he chose to make me feel like I'm the one who's at wrong, and I ended up having to "make peace" and give in to him. I wonder what does he stand to gain from this, attention? pleasure? Hmmm....

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The day will come when Xanax becomes my best friend.

Sighs...This holiday is gonna be a depressing one i suppose.
Everyone seems to be fading away.
They're either too busy, or just don't really bother.

Maybe I should find my own happiness too.
These past few days, I've been spending some time at the virtualand lan shop playing games, surfing internet.
It wasn't fun or exciting, but at least I managed to kill some time doing things I like, instead of staying at home bored to death.

Well, other than that, I hv nothing else to look forward to.

Facing the computer screen seems to be the source of happiness for me at the moment.

I wonder who's still reading my blog now hmmm?

Year 2 sem 1 is over!

Overall, it hasn't been a good sem for me though, there's plenty of downs more than ups, and I'm lucky to scrape through everything.
Today I'm having my last paper which is DSTR, and all I can say is, phew.....

I only started my preparation for this module few days back, and during those days, I attended remedial and Q&A with Ms Lim to clarify my doubts. Good thing that it helped me a lot, because I could've lost plenty marks if I hadn't ask any questions.

During the exam, I nearly pass out, because I didn't ate enough and end up suffering from low blood glucose symptoms. Those 2 hours, I experienced cold sweats, hunger, weakness, anxiety and confusion. It affected me a bit though, but I still managed to focus and do most of the questions without much problems.

This isn't the first time it has happened, last week I overslept for the OOAD paper and end up skipping breakfast just to rush and take the exam.
During the paper, my mind was in half sleep half awake mode, I couldn't organise my thoughts well, and I even made some careless and stubborn decisions in the process.
My performance was horrible consider that the paper wasn't meant to be difficult.
Really hope that i'm able to scrape through with a pass.

Anyway on the brighter side of things,
I'm finally done with school until october!

Screw everything else, i'm gonna sleep all the way until school starts. (although that isn't possible because i have to work a part time job someday)