Hello, my name is Jeff chew.
This is a place for me to express my opinions, share stuffs so on, whether you like it or not.
i do not seek for support or attention whatsoever.

*19 yo, NYP student
*Ordinary person with a tendency of being unusually quiet
*Straightforward.
*Introverted.
*Temperamental at times
*Loyal fan of Manchester United.
*Pet lover.
*Random




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Perhaps you would be curious about why am I behaving this way, or why I'm like that.

First of all, I'm sick of getting denied and being made used of, even when I bother to make an effort to care. Some people just can't be pleased.

Second, I feel extremely uncomfortable trying to be someone that I'm not.
Actually I was a talkative, nice, friendly person, but that's 10 years ago.
Now I'm opposite of what I used to be.
But some people aren't too happy with that, they began to shove me aside, treating me like a social outcast.
Although I tried ways to get myself accepted again, it didn't work out too well,
at times I even end up having to change myself completely in order to accommodate to someone.
I realized that it was impossible, so I gave up.

Third, people are fake. They would rather watch someone in deep suffering and pain, than helping them.
And besides, it would be too much to ask them putting themselves into someone's shoes, because they're too busy entertaining themselves.

Lastly, people are obsessed about SOCIAL STATUS.
Friendships? Relationships? all are fake. In fact, they would rather find someone "worthy/cool" enough to boost their popularity and ego,
but when it comes to situations where they have no one to go to, they become insecure.
And besides, it's funny that they tend to side with the "cool/popular crowd" so much that they avoid the "introverted/uncool" ones like they're bunch of losers.
Sad case really.


I also feel that people should might as well think for themselves first, and stop pretending to be some problem solver who end up sticking their noses into someone's business like a busybody.

This society is filled with snobbish elitists and ostentatious SHEEPS.
I'd rather not get involved in them.