Hello, my name is Jeff chew.
This is a place for me to express my opinions, share stuffs so on, whether you like it or not.
i do not seek for support or attention whatsoever.

*19 yo, NYP student
*Ordinary person with a tendency of being unusually quiet
*Straightforward.
*Introverted.
*Temperamental at times
*Loyal fan of Manchester United.
*Pet lover.
*Random




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Lyrics: Paramore - Ignorance

I just don't get it.

After days of rushing, and sleepless nights, still, I couldn't make it through thanks for the fact that all my hard work has been robbed!

Seriously I thought everything is settled after making sure that my program is working well and error-free,
but then again due to some indecisiveness and last-minute work by my group,
I was forced to make changes at the very last minute, and eventually I have to present a 60% finished work.

I'm not trying to blame anyone, but I feel that everything has to be decided beforehand, instead of doing it at the very last minute.
Furthermore I don't feel being a part of the group at all, I'm kinda like a stranger or outcast to them,
and then, at the end of the day, every single part of the project was done by them, and I don't get to do anything to it.

I just hope they don't accuse me for "pushing all the work to them", because I clearly DIDN'T.
If they couldn't finish the work themselves, why not choose to seek help from group mates?
Why whine about having to deal with stressful workload and blaming your group mates for pushing the work to you, when instead you could've share the burden with them?
It ain't smart to take matters into your own hands you know?

Besides I suspect that someone in my group has some sort of legitimate grudge with me or something,
me and her/him used to get along very well at the start(not the leader), but when this semester comes, we don't even talk at all, not even once.

Seems like it's weird that I might have offended someone without even intending to do it.




This is really one of the reasons why I don't like poly life and the class I'm in. Everything just felt so fake, besides there are full of gossipers and bitches who would stab anybody in the back without them knowing.