Hello, my name is Jeff chew.
This is a place for me to express my opinions, share stuffs so on, whether you like it or not.
i do not seek for support or attention whatsoever.

*19 yo, NYP student
*Ordinary person with a tendency of being unusually quiet
*Straightforward.
*Introverted.
*Temperamental at times
*Loyal fan of Manchester United.
*Pet lover.
*Random




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I missed my primary school and ITE life....

Those two brings back plenty of fond memories....

I remember back in primary school, it is much easier to make close friends and bond together like one big family, everybody seemed very passionate too.
Back then, there were plenty of crazy fun things we used to do, like playing with erasers, toy guns, card games, loiter around the void deck playing block catching, hunting spiders and bring them back home as pets.

As for life in ITE, although not as smooth and fun as primary school, it still brought back some entertaining and funny moments.
Back then most of the school time are spent in playing DOTA, hero siege, fight of characters with classmates... 4v4, 5v5 wtfmode, it was damn fun. Apart from that, we also make fun of each other, cracking inside jokes about some retarded boy, the fat auntie with saggy boobs, and mdm seet's boobs that look like a volcano, the professor X joke, and many many more lol......I also kinda like those malay troublemakers playing and making noise at the back of our class. Although they sound irritating sometimes, at least it's better than the boredom I'm suffering in my current poly life.

Back to the present, it just seems like everything is all about projects, grades, marks.....Just feel so dull and meaningless.. It's also hard to make close friends there, especially at the class I'm in. Not trying to complain or what, but I feel that it's very hard to bond with the current classmates, and furthermore some of them doesn't seem very accepting to certain people who aren't in their clique.

Perhaps it seems to be about making use of certain people when they need them, but ignore them when they lost their "flavour or usefulness".

But so far, the closest friend I've made is that Jun Xin guy, he's treating me very well recently, like a brother or something, maybe he's sincere afterall, not only that, he's an honest and hardworking guy, just that I feel he's a bit too "conservative and goody goody".

Well...So far I'm half way through poly life, another 1 1/2 years to go, I wonder will I pull through without the help and support of anybody, furthermore, there are some $$ issues I faced which nearly forced me on my way out of poly.

I wonder what's gonna happen.....